Unending Love

I'm back. Its been a long time  since I last blogged. I was in the province days ago :D I have something to share about how God comforted me of some certain struggle and how amazing I felt after crying out to him :)

The other night, I was receiving texts and messages about people who doesn't believe in me. I mean they don't believe on what I can do and what God can do through me.  They continue to question about my abilities and the gifts God has given me. They try to pull me down and say hurtful words. I don't know if its the right term but I felt condemned. But of course as a child of God, there is no more condemnation.. Romans 8:1 Therefore, there is now no more condemnation for those who is in Christ Jesus. 

That night, I felt so much pain and I just wanted to cry, really cry. Then.. He spoke to my heart, talk to Me. I felt so ashamed at first because I haven't had really a "time" with Him these days. I was afraid that He'll not listen to me and leave me just like that. BUT NO! I didn't want to listen to the LIES of the devil.  We are His and we can go to Him and talk to Him anytime, all the time. I cried out to him. I heard Hillsong's Unending Love song. I was crying and praying that He will give me strength. The best part is the part that He actually comforted me with His Word. Not that I'm testing Him but I asked Him what does He say about the problem I have. I opened and closed the Bible 3 times. I asked Him to show me His Word and His say about the struggle I have the 3RD TIME I open the Bible. The 3rd time I opened it.. I cried so hard! He was actually speaking to me! He brought me to Philippians 4! 

Philippians 4:1, 4:4-9

New International Version (NIV)

4 Therefore, my brothers and sisters, you whom I love and long for, my joy and crown, stand firm in the Lord in this way, dear friends!

⁴ Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! ⁵ Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. ⁶ Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. ⁷ And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

⁸ Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things. ⁹ Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me—put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you.

I cried so hard after reading this passage. My tears falling while reading this book in the Bible. I repeatedly thanked Him for His Word and after that, I felt GREAT COMFORT. 


Last thing, He spoke to my heart.

It doesn't matter if they don't believe in you, as long as I BELIEVE IN YOU, you don't have to WORRY about ANYTHING!

Nothing can draw us, His children, away from His heart.

All the glory to God alone. Thank you Father. My life is not enough to thank you for all You have done for me. I'm so grateful and happy to be in Your hands. I will always and forever serve You with all I am. Jesus, nothing compares to this grace that has rescued Me. Savior, NOW AND FOREVER YOUR FACE IS ALL I SEEK :(