Leader's Camp 2012 Pre-post

One more day to go and its we're off to Laguna! I'm so excited for this camp and I didn't expect that I was also coming in this camp. 

Well, I first saw this poster in our church earlier this year and I only became active this year in Victory University Belt. So the first time I saw the poster, I didn't mind since I didn't expect to be a leader too soon. I just got intimidated when as the camp date gets nearer and nearer, a lot of people asked me if I'm going or not. Many people asked me to join.. grab the opportunity. It was that time.. that I thought about going to this camp. But at first, I didn't have money. I don't have allowance since its summer vacation? Haha! So I don't have any money to pay for this camp. The time I thought about going to the camp, there were only few slots left. I have to pay even just half the amount of the total so that I can have a sure slot. Since I don't have money, I even borrowed from a friend. A week after, that money I paid for slot reservation was returned since someone paid higher than I did. That time I lost hope and said that maybe I was not meant to go to the camp. After few weeks, I have this godly friend who generously gave me his slot because he has something important to do during the time of the camp. I was so blessed on what he did because I didn't really expected it since I lost hope and let go of the thought that I'm coming to the camp this June. I believe that he himself too wanted to go the camp. He is the guy who loves fun as I can see so I really believe that giving me his slot was really a sacrifice. I just don't know how to thank him because word aren't enough. I feel really happy and soooooooooo blessed :) I really want to do the same thing someday. Giving something that really means to me. I'm so thankful to God for the life of that person. 

I already packed up but I still miss some things so I'm not yet finished. Last day of packing up tomorrow! I'm so excited! One more day! Thank You Daddy God so much! I'm really looking forward for the next days. God bless! 

Thomasian College Sophomore Schedule

This is my schedule next semester. I'm happy and contented with my schedule compare from my last year's schedule -_- Last year was so hectic and this semester.. its somehow flexible. I'm really thankful because God answered my prayer! I prayed for a flexible and favorable class schedule this semester and He gave me one! :"> Our Dad is so sweet, right? I'm really grateful to have Him here in my heart. ♥

Table Tennis for my PE! I'm so excited and looking forward for more fun experiences inside the campus. Fish for people.. all for the glory of the Lord God Almighty! All for You Father! :) 








Schedule of a Thomasian BS major in Nutrition and Dietetics sophomore 

Airplanes

The day came. My mom and brother went off 6 hours ago to Jeddah again. I'm alone here now. Alone is different from lonely so I'm still good :) I'm having a roommate this time and the best thing about my roommate is that she's a Christian too. I really love having devoted Christian people around me. 

Well yesterday.. we had our breakfast at Mcdonalds. It was our last meal together before they go. I didn't feel the sadness during the morning. After eating at Mcdonalds, we went to SM Manila to buy some stuffs to bring. We rode taxi on our way home. When we got home, they started to fix things already since they have to go to the aiport at 1pm. Their flight was scheduled at 6pm. To avoid heavy traffic and crowded people at the entrance of the airport, they decided to go there earlier.. really early. The fixing time had passed so fast and they had to get a taxi soon. I didn't went with them to the airport because I'm sure that it will be too.. much drama and I don't want that. Seeing them go breaks my heart so I decided to just go with them up to the taxi only. When we took a taxi and put everything they brought with them inside the car, I quickly went back home.. and yeah  unconsciously.. I was crying already. I really hated airplanes before and partly until now.. because it takes my loved ones away :'( But I know its kind of childish to think of that but yeah.. I'm serious. 

I don't want to watch them go away. I don't want them to see me cry and in my part, to see them cry. Seeing them crying makes me even more uncomfortable. Its really sad to be away from the ones you love and to the people you have been with for a very long time.. even from the very start :) It was always been hard for me to part ways from them. I never had this feeling "I'm used it, I'm fine". I wanted to have that feeling but every time I try, its just keep getting worse. I'm sad that they went back there but I'm partly happy because I know they'll meet my dad again soon since he was alone there for 45 days.. my dad counted that haha! he said.. :D

Like what my sibling in Christ said, its okay to be sad but we don't have to dwell on it for too long. It will not do us anything good. I realized that just because I feel sad doesn't mean I have to be sad the whole day. I have Jesus in me, He who is greater than anyone or anything in this world. Why would I dwell on this sadness? He alone makes me happy. Knowing that I have Jesus in my life is more than enough to make me feel glad and grateful. God said, He'll send a comforter.. he is the Holy Spirit. And I want him to live in me always. I'm really thankful that I have godly family and friends around me, most especially daddy God :) 

I know I'll be fine here and they'll be fine there for I know God will always be with us, with you ;) 

Family

This is related to my last blog post. They have 5 more days here or.. nearly 4 'cause its almost 12 in the midnight here in Philippines now.

I'm gonna miss them so much. I'll be living alone here again. This place would be so quiet again and I'll be doing everything all by my own again. Its somehow sad to live alone but I know I'm not a child anymore. And God is with me every time. My dad is alone in Saudi too now since my mom and brother are here in the Philippines. I'm happy because he'll be with them again. 

Ever since I was a kid, I really have this inside me that its okay for me to feel sad as long as the people I love are happy. I don't want to see them sad, it breaks my heart seeing them that way. I'd rather be the one who gets sick than seeing them suffering from sickness. I'd rather get hurt than seeing them getting hurt. I'd rather be the one who eats nothing than seeing them eat nothing. I would rather be alone here in the Philippines rather than force them to come live with me here and leave my dad there for working purposes. I don't want that. I don't know but I guess its just a part of me :) And I really want to see smiles from their faces and of course from the faces of the people I love :) I want them to be together always. I want to be with them too of course. But if there's someone who needs to sacrifice, I mean.. I'm a girl whose very very close with my family, every family member so before I started entering college, I seriously had a hard time. I had these numerous sleepless nights, crying before going to sleep and not eating because of depression. It was really hard at first since I've been with them for years and suddenly need to leave for college. Even though it was hard for me, I would still   rather live by myself than my father in Saudi. In Saudi, we don't have any relatives there.. just friends, church friends :) Here in the Philippines we have a lot so I can go and meet them anytime. In the case of my dad, he can't so I want him to be with my mom and brother though it takes me to be alone here. 

I love them so much and I'm going to miss my mom and my brother. I miss my dad so much. I long to live with them again. I want to build or buy a house for them after I graduate and start working. It seems silly since I'm still studying but I want to have our own house here in the Philippines. I'm really looking forward for that and praying for it! If I can't I know God has a better plan for us. 

Psalm 37:4

Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give  you the desires of your heart 

Thank you daddy God! I know You're in control of everthing! :">

1 week

I'm alone here in the house and I feel tired (?) Haha! I want to take a long rest. I'm gonna have power sleep tonight. I've been too busy recently about random things. Since my family have 1 more week left here in the Philippines, I want to spend more time with them. I still want to do a lot of things with them before they go :) So I might be busy for a week. I will really really miss them. After they're gone, I'm alone here again so I want to spend time while they're here with me. 

Thank you Lord for giving them the chance to spend summer with me! I'm happy and I can't ask for more.  I know You will give me all the comfort and strength I will need when they're gone. Thank you for always being there Daddy God! :)

Mother's Day

I know.. I'm 4 days late but I believe in "Its better late than never". Lol. Well, I want to greet my loving mom a Happy Mother's Day, its never too late. Everyday should be mother's day right?

Maybe right now, she thought that I wasn't making anything for her since mother's day was 4 days ago. Hihi. Papatalo ba ako? No! Haha! Well, she brought me into this world on August 18, 199* nyaha! My mom is one of the women I look up to. People's first impression of her is masunget because of her loud voice and big eyes (I wish I had that eyes lol). But trust me, she's not. She's very kind and generous. 

My mom is a preschool teacher outside the country. She works abroad to support our family. My dad lives abroad with her as well. Therefore, I'm the only one studying here in the Philippines.. okay. Haha! I really admired her passion in teaching. She teaches nursery students; nursery students are the hardest children to teach since they don't know ANYTHING. They only know mama, papa and few words and yet my mom is so patient enough to teach those kids. She's been doing that ever since I was elementary (?) oh, most probably when I was still in preschool, she's already teaching nursery kids. I really admire her for that because teaching nursery children is something serious, their skills will depend on how effective and good the teacher is. Its like she's the one building the foundation of the kids all through out their school life. School life nyaha! Oh well.. yes its really amazing and I really admire her for that. 

My mom.. she's the one who brought my dad to church :) When they got married, my mom was the only Christian. My mom patiently brought my dad to church every week and now my dad is pastor. God used my mom to reach out to my dad and I'm very thankful for that. She also thought us how to pray from our hearts. I really can't forget those times. 

Most of all, she's a loving and godly mom :) She cooks for us everyday maybe the last time I experienced that when I was in high school. I'm already in college.. living alone. I miss those times where she wake me up by telling the wrong time. Let's say my class is 7:30am, she's tells me that is 7:30 already when its just 6:00 in the morning, so of course the usual reaction is.. I panic and get up immediately. I miss my high school days where my mom's classroom is just downstairs and I eat with her students. You know.. getting food from their lunch boxes. Well that's how I save money back in high school buwahaha! I miss the times where she takes care of me when I'm sick. She waits for me to sleep and rubs my head. I love that feeling when she touches my hair and rubs my head and make me feel loved.  I remember in my first year of college, my stomach really ached so bad that the feeling was like something sharp is slitting my stomach.. (over!) haha! It was that feeling that I'm not really comfortable and like a child.. I was calling for my mom, but whatever I do, I know she's far and she can't go here as quickly as possible and just for that reason. I cried because I remember the times when some part of my body aches, she's just there to come and ask me what's wrong. But now that I'm in college, I can't do that just like that anymore. She's working abroad and I'm here in the Philippines studying for college. I really cried that night because I really missed my mom. 

We've gone through a lot.. a lot of arguments and fights but despite of those things, I love my mom. She might not be the perfect mom, but she's the only mom I want to have :) She's the best mom for me and I'm thankful to God that He gave me her to take care of me and take responsibility of me. I love her so much and I'm going to miss her since she have 9 days left here in the Philippines. I'm gonna miss her so much but I pray that they will be safe there. Though apart, they're in my heart and always be in my heart. 

Mommy, thank you so much for everything. I know this is too long but this alone can't express how much I'm thankful to God that He gave me you. I know sometimes we argue and fight but I want you to know that I still love you and you're the best mom and the only mom I wanted to have. Thank you for always being there for me and loving me for who I am. I'm thankful to have a godly mom like you. Stay that way. Fat or thin, I still love you just the way you are. I'm going to miss you and always keep in mind that I love you so much. 

I love you Mom

Unending Love

I'm back. Its been a long time  since I last blogged. I was in the province days ago :D I have something to share about how God comforted me of some certain struggle and how amazing I felt after crying out to him :)

The other night, I was receiving texts and messages about people who doesn't believe in me. I mean they don't believe on what I can do and what God can do through me.  They continue to question about my abilities and the gifts God has given me. They try to pull me down and say hurtful words. I don't know if its the right term but I felt condemned. But of course as a child of God, there is no more condemnation.. Romans 8:1 Therefore, there is now no more condemnation for those who is in Christ Jesus. 

That night, I felt so much pain and I just wanted to cry, really cry. Then.. He spoke to my heart, talk to Me. I felt so ashamed at first because I haven't had really a "time" with Him these days. I was afraid that He'll not listen to me and leave me just like that. BUT NO! I didn't want to listen to the LIES of the devil.  We are His and we can go to Him and talk to Him anytime, all the time. I cried out to him. I heard Hillsong's Unending Love song. I was crying and praying that He will give me strength. The best part is the part that He actually comforted me with His Word. Not that I'm testing Him but I asked Him what does He say about the problem I have. I opened and closed the Bible 3 times. I asked Him to show me His Word and His say about the struggle I have the 3RD TIME I open the Bible. The 3rd time I opened it.. I cried so hard! He was actually speaking to me! He brought me to Philippians 4! 

Philippians 4:1, 4:4-9

New International Version (NIV)

4 Therefore, my brothers and sisters, you whom I love and long for, my joy and crown, stand firm in the Lord in this way, dear friends!

⁴ Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! ⁵ Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. ⁶ Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. ⁷ And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

⁸ Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things. ⁹ Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me—put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you.

I cried so hard after reading this passage. My tears falling while reading this book in the Bible. I repeatedly thanked Him for His Word and after that, I felt GREAT COMFORT. 


Last thing, He spoke to my heart.

It doesn't matter if they don't believe in you, as long as I BELIEVE IN YOU, you don't have to WORRY about ANYTHING!

Nothing can draw us, His children, away from His heart.

All the glory to God alone. Thank you Father. My life is not enough to thank you for all You have done for me. I'm so grateful and happy to be in Your hands. I will always and forever serve You with all I am. Jesus, nothing compares to this grace that has rescued Me. Savior, NOW AND FOREVER YOUR FACE IS ALL I SEEK :(

I miss my brother

Last night, it was around 2am in the morning. I can't sleep. I've heard some girl screams along the hallway outside our unit. I heard it more than 3 times so I was terrified that time. I texted people just to make me feel that "I'm not the only one awake". Haha! Then when I was really scared, I pulled my brother's blanket, he's also awake :) He wasn't sleeping and was even planning to open my laptop just to play, you know what guys usually play -_- We were sleeping in a double deck bed. I was sleeping at the bottom part and him at the top part. So when I pulled his blanket from the top then he went down beside me. He told me maybe someone's just watching horror movie at this hour :)) I was kind of relieved that time and I wasn't scared anymore. I really miss the comfort I feel from my brother every time I get scared. I also forgot those screams when my brother was making jokes and pulling off some funny faces that time. Alam mo yung pigil na pigil yung tawa niyong magkapatid kasi may natutulog na? Ganun haha! Sobrang nakakamiss lang talaga. I miss those moments when I can't sleep, I have this one person I can stay awake with. He waited for me to sleep before he slept. 2 weeks more and they're going back to Saudi where he studies and where my parents work. I'm gonna miss my brother so bad and yeah.. I'll be alone here again :(

Tattoo

tagalog post

Ayun, tattoo :| Haha! Napapansin ko madalas madami nang nagpapatattoo sa katawan nila kahit babae.. Okay lang naman siya pero minsan kasi yung iba naoover na. Yung tipong kulang pa buong katawan nila para lagyan ng tattoo, pati dila nilalagyan na. Hindi naman masama pero yun nga di ko lang talaga trip.. siguro para sa akin lang :)) Tulad nung mga nasa taas, maganda siya pero sa katawan? Parang lols. 

Ayun lamang, meron lang akong pinapatamaan.. si

Andrei Cadaoas

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! 

blog post inspired by Kuya Andrei 

Bucketlist #5

# Biking at Sunset

I want to try this someday here in Philippines but I've got only one problem... I don't have a bike :( but I'm still hoping to have one. Maybe not now but someday :) I think it would be really nice and relaxing. I really want to do this someday. I miss biking. The last time I've rode a bike was 3 years ago so.. I'm not really sure if I still know how to ride a 2-wheel bike haha! 


SOMEDAY ヾ(´^ω^)ノ♪


PS: Pahiram naman ng bike oh.. hahaha joke lang :D

会いたかったからだよ

I'm always your girl, Daddy

These days I've been waiting for some people to go online to talk about something important. Last night when my brother was skype-ing with my dad, my dad asked me why I seldom go online in Y!M where we usually chat :) That made me think.. I was waiting for people who I guess weren't even waiting for me but I have this one special person who have been waiting for me always. I felt some pain inside. 

I realized from that moment that I should value more those people who values me. I should give more time for people who are willing to give their time for me. I should give my attention more to people who gives their attention to me. It is a little realization that can change a large aspect in my life. It is true that indeed we should not forget those people who are always thinking about us, especially our family :) 

Daddy, sorry for not being able to go online for days and forgetting to chat with you whenever I go online. But believe me, you were always in my mind and of course will always be in my heart. I miss you so much and I'm longing to see you again and hug you tight! I miss hugging a tall guy already :D I really really miss you and 3 years to go and I'm graduating. I promise to help you after of all this. Don't worry God is always with us right? Let's continue to serve Him and thank you. Thank you for letting me know who Jesus is. I'm really thankful to have you in my life. I love you so much and I miss you! 

お前は本当にバカだ

そうだよね。君がバカで何も知らないの。なんだか悲しいな・・・会いたいよ。ても、君はいつも忙しいだね。もう！もう大丈夫だ～だけど君は好きぃ。めっちゃ好きやで。君が好きだから、どうしても気をつけてもらいたいの。君助けたいだけなのに。好きだからじょうがない。君がただここにいればそれだけでいい。君だけが居ればそれでいい　なんて大げさなことは言えないけれど、君が居てくれるだけで嬉しい　っていうのは、本当だから言えるよ？言わなきゃわかんないっていうけど、言わなくてもわかってほしいときだってあるんだよ・・・　こんな時もあるよね。

ねっ、すべてにありがとう。あの・・私を待っているの？じゃ、ここで待っていましょう。神様もいつも待っています。楽しみに待っています。

大好き♥

Something Beautiful

I was scrolling and looking around Tumblr when I came across this picture that was meant to be reblogged when you can relate with it. I just have a little favor for some guys about this.. 

Yes it is indeed sweet but my favor is.. don't do this when you are not totally ready for commitment and most especially don't do this before marriage. Well of course, except for the listening, supporting, standing up for her, the i love you part, be kind, never let her down and remembering small details. I was saying about the physical things. I believe it is really important for people to value purity. It is not only pleasing to God but it is for our own good as well :) 

Trusting in God's perfect time might be difficult because of the overwhelming influences and sex-saturated culture of this present generation. But remember we are called to be DIFFERENT! Yes it might sound weird but we are called to be different and to do what is pleasing to the eyes of God. Yes, I think the content of this picture is sweet but in my opinion, it is sweeter when a guy will patiently and faithfully wait for the right time to do all of these things, most appropriately inside of marriage since it is what God really desires for all of us. 

The best relationship are between two people who care more about each other's good than their own momentary pleasure. I need to wait on romance until I can match our pursuit of intimacy with a pursuit of commitment. Waiting until I'm ready for commitment before pursuing romance is just one example of letting Christ's love control my relationships with the opposite sex The joy of intimacy is the reward of commitment.

- Joshua Harris (I Kissed Dating Goodbye)

True love is not selfish, it is selfless. True love is not impatient, it is patient. The Bible says what true love is ;)

1 Corinthians 13:4-8

New International Version (NIV)

⁴ Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. ⁵ It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. ⁶ Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. ⁷ It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

⁸ Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.

Believe me, it is the sweetest thing to wait for a girl until God's perfect time comes. It doesn't need to be rushed, it waits. 
True love waits :)

Bucketlist #4

#4 Bonding with my Grandparents

Yes.. I haven't enjoy moments with my grandparents yet. I seldom see them since I lived outside the Philippines before. My grandparents on my father side died already even before I was born.. sad right? I'm the only girl grandchild in our father side. My grandparents on my mother side is in Bicol right now and I'm living in Manila so I can't see them really often. 

I somehow feel envious to some people who are really close with their grandparents, who treat them as their second parents or for some their first. I wanted to have that kind of relationship with my grandparents. My grandmother can't stand anymore because of her obesity. I don't know how to help her since she can't control her diet that much. And the fact that old people have slower metabolism compared to their younger years. My grandfather is really strong even though he's at his 70s now.

I'm coming back to Bicol one of these days and I'm hoping I can spend quality and quantity time with them. I really want to have memories with them while they're still here and of course share the Word to them. I am really hopeful for this and I'm praying that they will know Jesus and have this hunger and thirst for Him even at their old age :)

Bucketlist #3

#3 End to End Train Trip

Since I came here in Philippines, I'm curious about what does the end of the station has. Someday, I want to try to ride the train from Baclaran to Monumento then Recto to Santolan then back to Vito Cruz. Its kinda hard right? but I think its fun for me :)) I really want to do it someday and of course not during rush hours since it will be really hot inside the train that time when its full of people. The feeling that you're inside a cold and spacious train, looking outside the window looking around lol! I want to go like morning or night but I think when I do it at night, it will be very dangerous haha! I just want to do it! Taraaaaaa! Hahaha

Bucketlist #2

#2 IN2 in Victory U-Belt

1N2 is my section in University of Santo Tomas. I've been wanting to invite them in Victory University Belt, my home church here in Philippines. I know its kind of hard to invite everyone of them but I pray and will continue to pray for them. I pray that they will come with me someday in Victory although its kind of impossible for the eyes of many but with God, I can do all things through Him who gives me strength. I also want to show them how God changed my life and how I want God to change their lives as well. I want them to know our God more and have a personal relationship with Him. I'm so excited for this! I want them also to meet my UST Lifebox family who made my stay here in the Philippines so meaningful and fun :">

Don't lose hope and have faith.. instead of fear. Faith and fear are two different things. Fear is faith in the wrong god so be wise in choosing where to believe and WHO to hold on to. Have faaaaaaaith! :)

Bucketlist #1

#1 Stargazing

I've been wanting to do this ever since I was little. Yes.. I have no time to do this and usually I don't see a lot of stars here in the city. When we went to a province here in Philippines a week ago, I saw a lot of stars but I didn't had the chance to stare and enjoy the stars above since the house was full of people :) 

I want to lay down on a grass and look at each stars on the sky. It has always been my dream but I haven't done it yet. I think I would enjoy this more when I watch this with friends or somebody (well.. not necessarily a special someone) haha! But yeah.. I really want to do this so bad. STARGAZING ♥ 

Bucketlist Plans

Recently I've been seeing my friends on line posting about their bucket list plans and I'm really inspired to make one ever since I saw their bucket lists although its not yet complete.

I'm really inspired so I wanted to have my own bucket list as well. I'm not yet sure how many plans I would put in my bucket list but for now I'd stick with 50. I won't post it all at once, I'll post it one at a time because I think the sincerity and the planning would be there if I would do it one at a time. So I should start.. now? Haha! I'll start with my next blog post and I'm hoping.. you won't get bored :D 

First time

There were a lot of things that happened for the first time last night, Friday.

For the first time I've lost my cellphone here in the Philippines. I have been taking care of my cellphone ever since though most of the times I drop it accidentally haha! Well.. I didn't even had the chance to bid farewell to my cellphone now I'm "cellphoneless" lols. 

Its also the first time for me to watch the... Avengers! The movie was so cool and I didn't noticed it lasted for almost 2 and a half hours. The funny thing about it was the first 20minutes of the movie.. I haven't understood anything yet, I only understood when they started fighting for that something hahaha! Their English was so fast and I can't cope up with it. I was too hesitant to ask the person beside me :)) I watched it with my friends from church so it was really fun. We watched the Avengers in Gateway Cubao. I came home 2am in the morning already but yeah I'm blessed to have godly friends who cared to take me home at that time since it was very dangerous to go home alone. 

It's also my first time to order something in Burger King. Yes, I've been staying here for almost a year already and I haven't ate at Burger King yet! How weird right? Haha! I can say.. it was really yummy! Oishikatta desu! :D We also got some promo... tickets?papers? I don't know what to call it.. basta :)) Its something when you show it to Burger King they will give you discount for that certain meal. BK Discount blah I dont know never mind hahahaha! :P

Its my first time to be really late from our youth service. Ever since I attended that church, I always tried my best not to be late since I want to see everything but yeah last night I was late because there was a heavy traffic on the way since it was raining and I came from Makati that time when I went with my mom there :) I don't really like the feeling of being late and missing things so.. I hope next time I won't be late again haha! 

Its my first time to drink... mogumogu! I didn't know it was a Japanese drink. もぐもぐ美味しいかったですね！本当です。A friend from church treated me with this drink and it was my first time tasting it. I was not really sure if this tastes good so I wasn't even trying to buy this one before. My friend gave me the lychee flavour. It was sweet! I think? I have this problem in determining what does something "taste" like.. :| :))

  

That's all! I have so much "first times" last night but it was all fun and I can't forget all of those of course. I really really love it and I believe we're all blessed. Stay blessed! :)

Rain!

May 1 na May 1, umulan! Sa wakas after nung sobrang init na April, umulan na rin :)) Bumaha nga lang ng medyo sa Taft Avenue kaya sobrang traffic :| pero nakaraos rin, nakauwi naman ng matiwasay. Thank you Lord! Sobrang short pero wala lang ang saya lang kasi na umulan na rin sa wakas pero yun sana wala namang napasama nung umulan kanina :) 

Ayun lamang, happy May :D

Back to the City

I'm back in the beautiful city of Manila! Beautiful kahit polluted :))

Just came home from Nueva Ecija, somewhere in North Luzon. Sobrang sulit tagal grabe! The best part of the trip is the fellowship. Sobrang dami lang talagang relevations and yung sobrang tumatak talaga yung pumunta kami sa falls. Di ko na makwento dito basta yun nga, sobrang grabe si God na talaga yun. And nung trip, sobrang naappreciate ko yung nature talaga na bihira kong makita sa Manila. Ang gaganda grabe! Ang galing talaga ni God and to think na cinommand Niya lang yun tapos ganun. So overwhelming talaga :) 

Yung mga quiet times together sa gabi. Tapos yung last night namin na pinagpray ako ni Ate Marge, Ate Dane, Ate Juls at Ate Bhim.. puro ate, nyahahaha ako bunso.. chos haha! Ayun, nung pingpray ako sa basement dahil may nafeel si ate Marge, sobrang answered prayer yung gift na sobrang dinedesire ko. Thankful talaga ako kasi sila yung ginamit ni God na instrument para masabi sa akin yung mga bagay na matagal ko ng gustong marinig at mareceive. Sobrang nakakaiyak talaga kasi yung feeling na natanggap mo na yung matagal mo nang gusto. Halos lahat ng revelation at plans para sa akin, ay di pala halos, lahat pala.. nasa book ng Isaiah :) Wala ako nung whole Bible kaya huhu :'( pero yun I know God will provide soon and mababasa ko na rin yun :D I'm so excited and really blessed to have those kind of on-fire, godly people around me. I really love them and I just feel so blessed being with them na sinasamahan nila ako sa walk ko  with God, sobrang nakakabless talaga. Sobrang wow :D

Lifebox UST, thank you talaga lalo na
kay ate Juls Cayabyab! yiee :))

Juls Cayabyab, Bhim Maglanque, Marge Asilo, LJ Parpan, Mine Tagra, Leresa Castro, Bea Barlaan, Joshua Santos, Andrei Cadaoas, Albert Castro, Ian Mamino, Jacob Ayuste and Chester Gragasin

Ayun, thank you talaga sa kanila. I love you all with the love of our God :) God bless (^^) sana maulit muli nyahaha <3