CBREAK DAY 9

Goodmorning!
おはようございますみんなー 今日はどうですか？寒いですね。本当ですよ ><

Today I prepared the breakfast again. My dad wanted club sandwich so I did. We were supposed to eat outside for breakfast but I thought that we should save money and not buy food outside if we have in the house. He knows I want to see breakfast offers here so he thought I would want to eat outside. But recently, I heard there is some problems in his office. His leaders are fighting(?) something like that.. arguing about something and might break apart. Ahhh I don't know how to describe that. There is a danger of firing some unnecessary workers. Although my dad is an account/financial analyst or more.. he does a lot of job in his office, we are still afraid of course. But we should not right? We are all praying for the stability of his company and for the leaders of the company to be in good terms with each other. Sorry for my bad english >< I am not really confident with my English but I am really trying my best though. Back to what I was saying, I made the club sandwich and surprisingly my dad said its very delicious. It has a lot of stuff inside. I used ingredients not used in restaurants but of course I learned from what I see from the restaurants. Some ingredients are used was from the Philippines so it was delicious. So.. its 12:00pm now. I will maybe take a nap hihi~ or maybe clean the house first or nap first before cleaning? どうしよう？どうしようかなーモラヨ・・笑

CBREAK DAY 8

Tuesday, December 27

I woke up early that day. Ayesha came to my house so we could go together in our school. High school. It was fun going back there again. We went to our classroom that day. Our room when we were in senior high are occupied now by the freshmen students. There was a competition about the science and math fair that day. We didn't understand what we were watching that time haha! Its kinda complicated but I understand the most because it was about chemistry and my subject this semester in University of Santo Tomas are almost Sciences so I could relate somehow on what they were talking about. We ate lunch in Aziz Mall. We went around and realized how cheap the things are here. Its a lot of things yet cheap in price which is very different in Philippines. So, we got frustrated a little. We also bought a 1sr egg sandwich near our school. Its very cheap!! Cheapest sandwich I've ever known.. It has a lot inside but 1sr! So cheap right? That's why I love the things here but oh well I can't do anything if almost all the things in the Philippines are expensive.. just almost. I got my nails done also.

3pm I went home with my mom and brother. I slept for 2 hours. I was so tired from school. We did a lot of walking, talking, taking pictures, remembering what we have done and what we used to do when we were in high school, talked to random kids, greeted strangers, greeted people we know in school and a lot more. We did a lot so I was so tired when I got home.

7pm I woke up. I saw my dad's car from the window of my room. My dad just came home. I just saw the lights of our car. When I saw the car, I opened my window and waved to him. He smiled. Then, I ran to the door to open it for him so he would not need to use his keys to open it. I hugged him of course like what I usually do to my family. Then, we went out to eat dinner and go around malls. Its sale time so its really nice. My mom and I bought a gift for my dad while at the mall. We bought him slippers from Armani Exchange. Its the first time we bought something there. The slippers we bought is kind of expensive but very nice. We bought him that slippers because he lost his slippers when they went to the beach. Its his favorite slippers that was lost, the Lacoste one. So, we thought of buying him a new pair of slippers. Its also a little hard to find his size because his size is 13. We bought 12 because its only the biggest size and good thing when he tried it, it was a perfect fit. Its color white with AX trademark on it. Its really nice and we were glad he liked it and I hope he will always use that. 

That's how my day ended. I am so happy 

CBREAK DAY 7

I woke up early this morning. My mom woke me up and told me to cook pancakes for them because they will be busy preparing for school. So I cooked pancakes and noodles for them. Before going to school, my mom told me to cook for the lady whose going to iron our clothes. After cooking for the lady, I made ampalaya juice for my dad. He is a diabetic person so he needs that to be healthy. I make him ampalaya juice everyday. I also made my dad a bento before he went to work. I don't want him to starve because usually he is busy in his office and had no time to buy lunch or something to eat. In his office, there is only free Cappuccino but its not enough for a lunch so I made him one. He thanked me for that and like it. I feel happy because I made him happy. I feel happier though! Haha! I really like it when I see my family's smiles. There is nothing I could ask for more. This morning, our Indian neighbor knocked at our door and greeted us Merry Christmas! Its so kind and sweet of them. I feel touched because I think they are Muslim and as I have heard they are not allowed to greet "Merry Christmas" because for them its a sin(?) so I feel very very moved when she greeted us and gave us a gift. May God bless those people and touch their kind hearts.

After preparing all of that, I fell asleep for 4 hours or 5 I guess. Its a really really long nap right? I don't even though if its still considered as a nap. I cleaned the house. I fixed their bed and my bed. Later there will be Prayer meeting at our house. My family came already! Its still half of the day so.. later again! 

CBREAK DAY 6

Its Christmas day!!!

I prepared our breakfast today. I cooked foods that I brought with me from Philippines. I'm glad they liked it and said it was delicious. I made the whole breakfast today. Its my first time preparing something for a very special day. I feel so happy! After eating, 2 hours later I guess.. we all slept again haha! 

I woke up around 2pm. We watched a movie in the house. The title was Time Changer. Its a Christian movie my dad bought online. It is a very educational and I feel blessed & reminded. Later that day, we ate in Chili's restaurant. We have 15% discount from the restaurant and every person there is greeting us Merry Christmas. Its so good ne~ After that, we went to a clinic. My dad had his back x-rayed(?) because recently he said his back always aches. He also have cough now and my mom has colds. I pray that both of them will get well in the Mighty Name of Jesus Christ! Then we went to Mall of Arabia to shop? haha! I bought some stuffs and I bought one which was made from Japaaaaaan. I really like it when I see something here that was made from Japan. I feel like buying it and of course I know it is a good quality product. Its SALE season now here so its really nice to look around and buy some cheap stuffs.

Oh well Christmas should be everyday right? Its not just one day. We should always give love, not only during Christmas season. Give love. Show love. Celebrate the birth of Jesus and His greatness everyday. Remember Him always and not only during Christmas. He is the Alpha and the Omega. We should always remember Him and accept Him as our Lord and Savior. Let Him rule your heart and mind. Let the Holy Spirit  guide you along the way. Look straight in God's direction. Don't turn. Just go straight and walk in God's light. God bless everyone! I'm going to read "I Kissed Dating Goodbye" and probably sleep soon.

おやちゅみー

CBREAK DAY 5

The day before Christmas! Saturday December 24

My brother did not went to school that day because my mother woke up late and have no time to wake up my brother. He doesn't know how to wake up early in the morning. I woke up 9am that day. We ate lunch in Ruby Tuesday. There is a lunch offer from 12pm to 5pm. The food are cheaper than usual so we tried it there and I think its worth it. The food tasted delicious. 

We spent our Christmas in Church. We went to the Ministry Church. There is a service every Saturday too. Prayer Warriors. We all went there and attended church. I feel very blessed. I am so happy I spent Christmas there. I gained a lot of younger friends! I met the pastors I am really close with when I was still studying here.I felt so happy and touched because one of the single pastors I am close with is getting married soon! He is 27 years old. I remember him preaching about the gift of God in love life. He said he is single and is willing to wait for God's time. He even said if God's will he will be single the rest of his life, he is willing to be. Then when I met him last night, he told me he is going to be married to a Christian lady too! Its a blessing right? I am so happy for him! He said it happily and proudly to me. He became my inspiration to wait for God's timing because His time is always perfect! He knows when I am ready and show me the person that He will give me someday. For now, I have to focus on my walk with God and make the most out of my singleness as a gift from God. I am so happy I grew up in a Christian family. I feel very very blessed! 

CBREAK DAY 4

December 23, Friday

I just got home from Golden Tulip Hotel! Its 2am now so now is 24 (Saturday)! But I will be talking about a while ago Friday. The pageant ended very late because it started late also.. no wonder but I enjoyed the show so much! My bet won!! I am so happy for them! OMG.. now I'm inspired again to pursue that line again. Maybe I still have to tone a little bit more before joining those contests again. I am really proud of them because the candidates who won were from my schoooool! My school during my high school days. So, my schoolmates to be exact. The girl and the guy came from my school so I feel very proud of them. I am also happy because they are part of the organization/family now, Fame family! I forgot the meaning of the abbreviations so never mind. I might say the wrong thing. 

Friday morning, we were still in the villa our church rented. All I did was sleep after the Christmas Party and the church service. It was really tiring but I enjoyed it as well. We had an impromptu intermission number during the Christmas party but it went out well so I didn't need to worry anymore. We went home 2pm then got ready for the pageant that I mentioned earlier. I gained little weight.. many people say its a good thing but since I am planning to pursue a modelling career in the near future, I should not and go back to how I looked before. I hope that the line of career I will be choosing is still good or according to God's will. If not, I know He has a better plan for me and I am ready to listen and obey with all I can. 

I am very inspired again by seeing those candidates again a while ago and seeing that kind of competition again. I remembered myself during those situations. Last year, October 15 was the day of the pageant. I went through a lot that time. But I guess I will just tell more about that soon and make a separate blog post of it because its a long story. 

Well I'm going off now! Goodmorning(?) 2am already haha! 

Goodmornight! おやちゅみー

CBREAK DAY 3

Today is a new day and I should forget what happened yesterday or last night! 

We had our breakfast in IKEA then we went to buy some mugs for gifts. We are going somewhere later! Our church rented a villa which is near the airport therefore, very far from our house. Its like 30 minutes ride or 1 hour. It depends in the situation on the roads. Our church will have a Christmas party there and at the same time, our church service. It is a really nice place. We checked the place again this morning. We are going there around 5pm. I made a fruit salad for the church, its really really a lot. I have to make a lot but my mom helped me because I nearly forgot what ingredients to put to make it taste yummmier haha! K. 

Well.. nothing to say yet since its just half of the day, 1pm. Maybe update tomorrow.. Oh! We will be sleeping over in that villa so I will not be online for the day and tomorrow morning. We have to go somewhere tomorrow night, so many things to  do! Haha! Oh well, its better than being bored at home only. See ya! 

CBREAK DAY 2

Thank you Lord for this day!

Today I went to school with Aye, my high school best friend. I woke up 6:30am today.. really early because I slept early too. Early to bed, early to rise haha! We went to our high school. We met our teachers again and our principal. I was overwhelmed by their warm welcome. They hugged us all and telling us how much we have changed physically and how much they missed us. There is an ongoing Sports Festival in our school until next week I guess. We watched some games and talked about how we miss our high school days. I also met my Biology/Chemistry teacher. I told her that my major in college are Biology and Chemistry. Well.. Science in particular. She was telling me to do my best and remember what she taught me when I was in high school. I saw lots of familiar faces too but some of them, I forgot. I'm so sorry -,- 

Today, my mom and I went to the shopping mall again. We bought gifts for some youth from our church. Its sale time now so its really nice to go around the mall because of the cheap yet nice stuffs you can see. I bought also a shirt and a necklace. Actually I don't really like to buy stuffs nowadays because I want to save the money of my parents for necessities only. When I come back to Philippines, I will really do my best to save my money and buy important things only. By the way, I will be absent for 2 days... waaaaah! I will really miss a lot of things >< what should I do? I'm afraid I might get failure due to absences from my grades (?) I don't know. I'm really afraid it might be the reason for me to go summer classes this coming April. Lord, please don't let my professors do it. I am really trying my best to go to school everyday although its raining hard and hard to ride in the morning sometimes. 

Well.. this is what ruined my day. My brother went to some place to sing "Christmas carol" with his friends at different houses in a compound. So, my parents let him go there and went home 11pm. Then when I asked him what they did, he said they just took pictures and didn't had that Christmas carol thing. Its not that I don't believe him but I already know him from the very start. I know it when he is lying or not. I am pretty sure that he just went there with his "girl". He is really crazy about that girl and I'm not liking it. He is too young! He should just concentrate with his walk with God, his family and his studies! That's what he is supposed to be focusing on and not on DATING! I am really disappointed with him now. I am not talking with him because I do not like it when he makes excuses and lies to us just to see someone he likes. Then when he came home, he is still choosing the food he wants to eat and complains about the food we have at home. Lord... stretch my patience.. I don't want to really get angry. I feel anger in my heart but I don't want it to be above the love in my heart. I want him to be a better person. Lord.. I don't want him to lie anymore and just say the truth always. Lord.. help me extend my patience and widen my understanding. 

Mike, please do not lie to us anymore. Always tell the truth. Like what they say, if you tell the truth, you don't have to remember what you have said. You are very good in English.. even better than me so I believe you can analyze that statement I just mentioned. Do not let the things around you affect your walk with God. Always look straight. Do not go turns and be influenced by the bad things of this world. Do not be attracted by women you are not sure if they will be your wife in the future. Do not get crazy about a girl. GOD HAVE SOMEONE FOR YOU. It may be the one you like now BUT it may be not too. Only God knows! Please don't make "HER" the reason for me not to trust you. Don't make her the reason I will not want to go back here anymore. You are rather spending your time WITH THAT GIRL than with us! YOUR FAMILY! Then when you are at home, you are so impatient and complains about this and that. Yeah.. I think I'm a bit jealous.. its just because YOU ARE NOT FAIR! and the fact that you are too young! Please be a little more considerate next time especially with our parents feelings. I can't tell this straight to you because I know you will not listen and answer back without letting me finish what I wanted to say. I hope you will read this if ever you discover my blog someday. I am not telling this because I hate you. I am telling this because I love you and I want you to be a better person and a person who is God-fearing. Please act mature. Act mature enough that I will trust you for taking care of our parents while I am not here with them always since I have to go back to Philippines for study. Stop telling lies to them. TRUTH! Always the truth!!!!!! I am begging you to do so. Please. I am tired of hearing lies. Please show a reason for me to trust you again because now.. I have too little trust. Show me and our family the reason to trust you so we will not have to doubt you from time to time. You are 3rd year, act more mature. You are not a kid anymore. You need to grow up, not only physically, but also mentally. You know I will always love you my dear brother. Just be a good boy.

CBREAK DAY 1

First day, 

I woke up 8am although I slept 3am already. I think I haven't adjusted with the time difference yet. Then McArabia for breakfast and lunch was cooked by my mom. Dinner, we went to eat shawarma outside. Its so delicious. It was an authentic shawarma. Then my mom and I went to a shopping mall. BIG BARGAIN! Haha! We bought a lot of socks. I really love socks especially long ones. I have a lot of those here in my house. My mom bought me those. It was 1sr and BUY ONE TAKE ONE. OMG! Hahaha! So yeah we bought a lot. Total of 8sr so I guess its 8 pairs or 7. I'm not sure. Its not all long socks though. Some are short and for school use. I bought some stuffs from Claire's. Philippines doesn't have Claire's.. I wonder why. Its an accessories shop and its very famous here because when its sale, really really low priced accessories. I bought a ring there that changes its color depending on your mood. It is shaped like a butterfly. I didn't buy the heart one because it doesn't fit, its too loose. I'm afraid I might drop it somewhere since I am very careless and clumsy most of the times. I bought my Korean friend, Jang Sujee, a G-Clef ring. She is also a Thomasian. She is a piano major in Conservatory of Music. She plays piano really really well. I hope she would like my gift for her. I would give it to her when I come back to Philippines. Its color pink but its really cute. I remembered her when I saw that ring. Its also buy one take one so BARGAIN haha! I really love shopping here. Things are so cheap yet so cute! There are a lot of sale here. I haven't went around that much yet. I want to go around more. Maybe later or tomorrow we will go out again. 

My family are busy now. They do not have Christmas break so I guess all of them are gonna be busy. Well, its okay for me. Being here with them celebrating Christmas is more than enough. I will understand if they are so busy right now. At least they still have time for me even though they are tired from school and work. My dad is sleeping now. My mom and my brother are at school. Chiyo is typing right now and saying things that happened to her blog haha! 

11am, maybe I will take nap again or 1pm. I'm gonna take a nap again when I feel really bored already haha! I will blog again later or anytime. Have a nice day!

McArabia

My dad came back 2 hours ago. We weren't able to go out for breakfast. Instead, he brought me this food

This is a flat bread  with two grilled chicken breasts inside. Its very very very delicious. I missed this so much! In Philippines, there is no McArabia so I guess only here or other Arabian countries. When you come here, try this sandwich. I finished my sandwich now. My dad and I ate together. 

What should I do now? I have energy now! So.. therefore, I will clean the whole house like what I used to do when I was still living here in this house. I miss it too.. Okay! いってきます～

Home for Christmas

I'm finally home for Christmas! Yeeeey! I'm so happy. I guess its really different spending Christmas when you are with your family right? I gave them my gifts already and I'm glad they liked it. All the things I have bought are worth it and even risk of bringing a pork which is technically not allowed here. I thank God for this blessings and for this day. I hope I will be happy and I will really enjoy my 2 weeks of stay here in Jeddah.

I felt like I don't wanna go back to Philippines anymore.. but even though how much I don't want to go back, I still.. have to for studies. Its really sad but yeah I have to be strong and continue studying in the Philippines. My family is my inspiration.

1ST DAY
I don't know what we will do but probably, later at night we will go out! Yey! This morning, after my dad goes to his office, time in, he will go out immediately and ask permission from his boss daw. He will go out from office just to have breakfast with me. I really really really missed and love my dad. Oh well, later again. I'm just.. half awake. I'm hungry but I don't want to be full before having breakfast with my daddy. God bless!

6 hours

Thank you Lord for this wonderful day! Thank you Lord for this beautiful sunshine~

6 more hours to go and I'm leaving the house! But before leaving, I have to do a lot of things. When my cousin comes back from my aunt's house at 8am, we are going to Divisoria to buy the bag that my mom wants. I hope we could find it quickly. After that, I will go to UST for the card. Then shortly, SM Manila to buy the foods that I will bring for my family. I hope I can do it all well today and not miss a thing. Well I hope I can do it all in 6 hours. You think so? God, help me finish this all before 1pm. Divisoria is a really big place so I think I should wear rubber shoes to be able to walk fast and I think I will wear jeans so no dirt from wet grounds. I think I should get change now before my cousin comes.

Maybe I will just blog again if I'm finish. I need to do a lot of things haha! 

Byebye :)

25

My P.E. for this second semester in University of Santo Tomas is Philippine Games. My number is 25! During first semester in Korfball, my number was 18 (my birth date). Now, 25.. no connection haha! I think my PE this semester is more fun than Korf ball because in Phil.games, we have a lot of games to play and not stick to one game only. I personally like Phil. games better and I get to discover & learn more Philippine games. 

I hope next year we will have more fun and exciting games. Time flies so fast.. 2nd sem already -,-

One more day

AT LAST!

I'm going home for Christmas!! I'm so excited. I need to buy things today but I don't know what time to start because its raining now. I wonder if the stores are open. I want to go to Philippine Christmas Bookstores but I'm afraid its closed because its Sunday today. My brother wants to have his own Bible so I plan to buy him one and bring it to Jeddah. Actually its not really legal to bring Bible but.. I believe God will always guide me all the way and make me safe 'cause He is my Saviour! My Redeemer! He will never forsake us nor leave us. I hope its open today. If not, maybe I have to go tomorrow morning. I will have to do really a lot of things today. I'm so excited to go home! Finally, I will meet my family again although a month ago I was also there. Its very different if you will celebrate Christmas with your own loving family, right? So I feel really happy right now. 

God bless everyone! 

Have a blessed Sunday

UST Paskuhan

Friday, December 16

I'm too lazy to upload pictures so I just posted one haha! Paskuhan was so fun! Well.. although I feel kinda hot because there are many people. The signal was weak also so I receive texts and calls late. It was hard to contact people especially when I got lost lol~ There are so much people that night. I came home late already because its hard to find fx going to my place but thank God I came home safe. I met a lot of people and saw some people I know around UST during that night. 

It was also my first time to spend Christmas in Philippines so.. yeah culture shock. But I like how they spend Christmas here because back from my place, we only spend Christmas inside our houses and no decoration outside the house. So when I started living here in Philippines for studies, from September I saw Christmas decorations already and Christmas sales. It was amazing. I love it. I hope I will have a memorable and happy Christmas in the near end of the year 2011. 

Merry Christmas!

It's also Merry Christmas, not Happy Holidays. 

Jesus is the reason for this season!

キラキラ

いまだかつてないような　キラキラした毎日ぶっちゃけ有頂天な日々送ってる　恋をしたら勉強が手に付かない毎日恋のせいにしちゃって…ないっ!　100パーセントの愛情は　ウソなんかないよ　どこでも付いてく 君の後を　ずっと愛しあいましょう!ドクターストップがかかる程　恋落ちしてるわ大好きが止まらない　カルチャーショックを起こす程　時代を変えるわスポットライトを浴びる二人

頑張るよ！

今元気ですよ！イェイイイ～勉強のことで頑張ります。自分のために・・家族のために・・どうしようかな。明日は６テストあります、ほんといっぱい！ほんとに。だから私頑張りますよね。テレビ、うるさい！テレビ、静かにしてくださいよ！今千代が勉強しています。アアどうしよう　


つかれたわ！眠りたいけど眠れないです。わ～。°（°´д｀°）°。～ん
勉強しなければなりません。千代！頑張ってくださいよ

Stress

These days.. I've really been thinking so much. I got a lot of things inside my mind. I am not really happy these days. I'm finding for something I don't know. Maybe I really want to go Victory service soon or attend the Thursday service when I get back to Jeddah. I am really thinking a lot right now. I just want to stop and just sleep but I can't because it might affect my future. I need to study hard and get good grades, not only for me but for my family as well.

Now.. I don't feel good. I don't know why. I don't like myself getting attached to people easily. I really don't like it but I don't know how to stop it. So right now, maybe that's one of the lessons this year. I wonder how will I change that attitude. I want to change it. I am so sensitive and I don't like it also. I need to change these feelings of mine. I should not be sensitive and get attached to people easily. I should just guard my heart and my mind and stay focus on my goal.

Lord.. help me remove these attitudes. I really don't want it. It might sound good to other people but for me its not really good. Lord.. I really feel sad.. I am really like this right? Someone who gets sad with no apparent reason or maybe having something in mind that really bothers me. I have to stop thinking too much and have some time for myself right? Like going to spa... but its expensive. I think going to church is the best! I want to go hoooooooome! I am really stressed. Many people are contributing to my "stress". What should I do? I really don't know. I really don't know what to do. Lord.. please guide me. I want to wear a smile always and not have this thinking about a lot of things always. Please guide me Lord. Help me.. I will do my best also. I will do my best.

Tonight's Plan

Tonight, I have to study for 6 subjects!

Pyschology, Theology, Chemistry Laboratory, Human Anatomy and Physiology, English and Chemistry Lecture are my subjects tomorrow. I'll be having a quiz for each of them. It's so stressful ne but I will still do my best! I want to pass and not take summer class this coming summer. I want to spend it with my family and not spend my summer in school.

First, I'm going to study for English. Then.. Theology.. Chemistry Laboratory.. Chemistry Lecture.. Psychology.. and lastly Human Anatomy and Physiology. I might sleep late because of this. I need focus and I thank God because now I can surely focus and I will make sure I can pass all those exams or just not fail I hope. I will do my very very very best to pass the quizzes tomorrow! I will not let anything or anyone distract me.. I guess haha!

I need to study now! Theology homework first! Then I'm gonna study for exams. Goodbye! LOL

Taiwanese Bestfriend

It's my Taiwanese best friend's birthday~!! Yey!

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Her name is Ariel Kang. It's her 20th birthday today. I guess she is the oldest girl student in our class but she doesn't look old right? I think its a good thing lol! Well, her birthday was yesterday but I just posted now. Oh well just saying.. haha! She is the one I'm always with in UST and the person I can depend on and trust. I thank God because I met her and become my best friend. Okay, its late now.. goodnight! 

はすの上 けろっぴ

可愛いですよね～

Today, Abby came to my house to visit me because we haven't seen each other for 2 months so she decided to pay me a visit here in my condo. Then, I received my second gift this Christmas! Keroppi from my high school best friend! I really love it! Of course, it's color green and she had that with my name on it. It's soooooooooooo cuuuuuute! I really really really like it. I think this was one of the things I want for Christmas. Abby, thank you so much! I will take care of Keroppi hihi~ ♥ ♥ ♥ 

さよなら 2011

会いたくてずっと 触れたくてもっと
君の横顔 きれいな指先
なぜ？遠ざかっていくの
瞳閉じても 耳ふさいでも
はにかむ笑顔 あたたかな記憶
今も 忘れられないよ
愛だけをそっと教えて ねえどうしてｻﾖﾅﾗなの？
言葉もなく 流れる時間(とき) 胸が張り裂けそう
愛だけをそっと与えて ねえどうして消えてゆくの？
捨てられない あの日々 答えもないまま
見つめてるよ
やわらかな朝 窓辺の光
隣に君が いないだけなのに
なぜ? ただまぶしすぎて
愛だけをそっと教えて ねえどうしてｻﾖﾅﾗなの？
言葉もなく 流れる時間(とき) 胸が張り裂けそう
愛だけをそっと与えて ねえどうして消えてゆくの？
捨てられない あの日々 答えもないまま
とめどないこの愛しさ 音もなくあふれ出すよ
君だけをもっと求めて 君だけを待ち続ける
遥かな空 見上げたなら 泣きたくなるけど
前ぶれも合図もなく 別れの時むかえても
言葉もなく 抱きしめたい 大好きな人に
贈る愛を
瞳閉じても 耳ふさいでも
はにかむ笑顔 あたたかな記憶
きっと 忘れられないよ

好きなうたです

At the Cross

At the Cross

Hillsong 

Oh Lord You've searched me 

You know my way 

Even when I fail You 

I know You love me 

Your holy presence 

Surrounding me 

In every season 

I know You love me 

I know You love me

At the cross I bow my knee 

Where Your blood was she'd for me 

There's no greater love than this 

You have overcome the grave 

Your glory fills the highest place 

What can separate me now 

You go before me 

You shield my way 

Your hand upholds me 

I know You love me 

You tore the veil 

You made a way 

When You said that it is done 

And when the earth fades 

Falls from my eyes 

And You stand before me 

I know You love me 

I know You love me

日曜日おはようございます！

みんなさん、おはようございます～　今日の天気はどうですか？いい天気ですよね
てるてる坊主！笑～今、何をやっているのでしょうか？ ええええ！今日はくもりですね
いいよ～いいね～今も、食べたいわ～どうしようかな　明日は Christmasのpartyあります。エイ！嬉しいです~神さま、お誕生日おめでとうございます。すべてにありがとうございます。
ブェシングもどうもありがとうございます。とっても嬉しいです今は。

みんなさん、明けましておめでとう！

メリークリスマス！

Dark

I took these pictures the other day.. I'm just wondering if my face got darker because in pictures.. I think somewhere in my face got darker. I believe.. eyebags? I don't know. Everytime I take picture, I think I really got dark. And yeah.. I'm doing my best to maintain a good skin. I want it though haha!

If only Philippines is a cold place like Japan or Korea.. or anywhere near those places. I think it would be really really really nice haha! Oh well, I have nothing to do about it. I love Philippines still. It is so rich in cultures and nice places to travel.

My eyes are only big in close up pictures and I love it! Hahaha! But I guess I really look different with big eyes ne~ Yeah.. most of the times, people thought of me as Chinese or Korean.. not Japanese. Oh well that's what God gave me and I should be contented with it and be happy! Yey! (ﾟωﾟ)(-ω-)(ﾟωﾟ)(-ω-)ｩｨｩｨ

Problem Solved!!

Thank you Looooord! 


Lord, thank you Lord for the blessings! Thank you Lord for the lessons you taught me. Thank you Lord for always being there for me and my family. Thank you Lord for healing this hurt I feel inside of me. Thank you Lord for giving me life. Thank you Lord for giving your Only Son to die on the cross to save us from our sins! Thank you Lord for being our Great Almighty Father! 


I'm so thankful to the Lord right now. At last, the money is in the bank na. It's been a week since I'm having a problem about that. I'm really worried it might go somewhere since the money came from other country. It was so complicated because I lost my ATM Card.. Then my old account was blocked so I needed to open a new one. Then I came back to the bank in UST to be able to open a new account. The first time I went there, I lack the important requirements.. so I borrowed money from my blockmates because I lack money at the moment. Then I rushed to the Rush ID store in carpark then after.. I had my ID and registration form copied/xeroxed. After I have done all of that, I went back to bank to give it. One more problem here.. my cellphone was broken so contacting people was really hard that time. I really needed my cellphone during those times to call my aunt and dad. But unfortunately, during those times.. I didn't have one so I have to borrow cellphones to call someone from my blockmates. Then after, my dad had to transfer the money sent to the new account so she called my aunt which is somehow the manager of the bank so for me, it was easier because I have connection with someone from the bank. 


So now! The money is on my new account already! Now.. I really want to thank the people who helped me; Ariel Kang, Bernice Uy, Dana Munoz, Rica Tayaba, Angel Almoradie and Anna Puzon. I really want to thank them from the bottom of my heart. They may not know how much help they gave me during those times, but for me.. it was really a big big big big help! It was those times where I cannot concentrate and I don't really know what to do. I am really thankful for this people and I will do my very best to repay them for the things they have done for me.


みんなさん、ありがとうございます！

Inspiration I

MichaelMinot Michael Minot 

You shouldn't think of stopping or even slowing down now.God has much more for you to do as His ambassador to this generation.

MichaelMinot Michael Minot 

God's love for you is fresh and spontaneous in every situation.The way He loves you models how He wants you to love others.

MichaelMinot Michael Minot 

Avoid dwelling too long on yesterday's obedience. God has so much more in store for you.

MichaelMinot Michael Minot 

God has prepared you for what He's asking you to do. It's time now to step out knowing God's with you every step you take.

MichaelMinot Michael Minot 

God has given you everything you'll need to take the next step on the path of what He asks you to do.

MichaelMinot Michael Minot 

Jesus taught that the type of faith He wants you to hold is displayed by children. You and I need to rediscover the little child inside us.

worldprayr World Prayer 

Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God. Phil 4:6

PastorYPJ YPJ 

When God brings you into the presence of greatness, don't behave as an equal or as if you've arrived... ask how you can serve.

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光の矢にはendmark
突き刺さる前に
上手に避けてしまえる
ものばかりじゃない
次々放たれるendless
痛みはいつしかinner
気づつけないままに深く深く


悲しいなら泣いて
ありのままに泣いて
それでも苦しくて誰かが必要なら
僕の傍においで
ありのままでおいで
どこにいても苦しいのなら
僕の傍においで


I get you better 孤独が忍び寄り
約束さえも日付を超えて
散々招いてentrance
嘆きの行き詰まるconer
気づかれないように閉ざす閉ざす


悲しいなら泣いて
ありのままに泣いて
それでも苦しくて誰かが必要なら
僕の傍においで
ありのままでおいで
どこにいても苦しいのなら
僕の傍においで


もう一度笑えるその日まで
いつまでだって傍にいて
その手をその手を離さない


Before the arrow of light, pierces the endmark
It’s not just a matter of dodging it skillfully
Numerous times, it was fired,
And the pain was always inflicted internally.
Without realising it, it went deeper, deeper…


If you are sad, cry.
Just honestly cry as you are. 
If you are still in pain after that and need someone, 
Come to my side. 
Come as you are,
If you’re in pain no matter where you are,
Come to my side. 

I get you better, the loneliness creeps up upon us.
Even the promised date has passed. 
The entrance that keeps beckoning to you, 
The corner where one reaches the limit of one’s grief -
I will shut them off, shut them off, so that they don’t distress you any further.


If you are sad, cry.
Just honestly cry as you are. 
If you are still in pain after that and need someone, 
Come to my side. 
Come as you are,
If you’re in pain no matter where you are,
Come to my side. 


Until the day you can laugh again, 
I will stay with you, no matter when that is. 
Don’t let go of those hands, those hands,