Lately, I've been having a lot of struggles.. not just plain struggles but the difficult ones. I've went to the hospital for check-up and I had got some sad results. The day I went to the hospital was also the day of our youth service in Victory University Belt church. I went to the church that afternoon.. I was so bothered at the results and I can't really focus. I just want to pour all out everything to God that time. I want to cry out so hard to Him.. but I can't. I want to do it in private. So I didn't choose to be so down that time. I don't want them to worry so much so I tried to look happy. I wasn't really happy until I got the time to share it with some people from our church. I told them what happened and what were the results. I was so touched when each person I shared it with, prayed for me. I was so overwhelmed by their willingness to pray for me. Well.. honestly I'm not that outgoing and loud person. I didn't knew they cared for me until last night. I really wanted to cry when they were praying for me. I want to cry hard because I was really touched seeing their godly love and care.. But I didn't let my tears drop. I don't want to cry in front of many people especially to those people who are really close to me. I can't say I'm good in hiding what I really feel, but sometimes I just have to for the sake of other people.
I asked God for a friend..
I really don't know how to enjoy my college life without them. I can't imagine myself not meeting them during my college years. I'm really thankful that God gave me Lifebox UST. They're my second family here in Philippines. I'll continue to pray for all of them, for their spiritual growth and strength.
but He gave me a family,
Lifebox UST
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