Homesick

I feel so homesick! I miss being with my family.. I cried a lot yesterday because I saw a lot of families here.. especially inside the elevator. I saw how much mothers or fathers care about their children by their sermons or by how they talk to them then I suddenly remembered my own parents so I cried. I really really really miss them but I should be strong!! Even this morning in school, I feel really sad that I don't talk much to my block mates but good thing they cheered me up by their jokes. I see some of my block mates doesn't really care about their parents and just disobey them. They do not care about how their parents' feel. It pains to see them like that. I thought how lucky they are to have their parents with them even up to college while in my situation, I have to be away from them in order to have a good college education. I do not want them to be sad and disappointed. I always want them to be happy and healthy including my brother of course. I feel sad when they are sad. I hope my block mates would give importance to their family and of course God.

I should also study hard! I should not petix anymore! I will buy books I need for tomorrow. Maybe I will first buy the PGC book because its cheaper. The Anatomy and Physiology book is kind of pricey but I'm gonna decide tomorrow what book I shall buy first. After Bio lab class, I will go to SM San Lazaro to have my foreign money change into Pesos and look for books I need in school. I hope I will have enough money if not then, I will wait for my parents' money to be sent in my bank account. I will give importance to my studies first. I am doing my best to not have failing grades and pass all my prelim examinations. I shall not let distractions disturb me(?) hahaha! I am going to study for Biology Laboratory later. I will search for some Powerpoint presentations since I don't have book. I will do my best!!